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Name: Jeremy
Location: Washington, United States
Birthday: 3/26/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: cart diving
Expertise: pushing carts to the max
Occupation: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/12/2003
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| lol my xanga compared to everyone elses looks like shit lol. i've been kinda depressed the last couple months for a couple reasons but the main one is because i haven't done anything important with my life and its getting me worried. i recently had an apithany (thats not how you spell it but you get the idea). my plan was to get into devry and learn all the computer stuff but i found out, i don't really wanna do that cause its not very thrilling and i wouldn't be happy. but recently ive been thinking what would make me happy and i figured it out, i want to be a pilot. i think it would be awesome to become an airline pilot and see the world and flying in the air so thats my new goal and it fills me with unbelievable joy just thinking about doing it. i've also made plans with my friend brandon to open up a lan center/computer store. its very doable but it will be hard so im going to try to work at it because i really want to do this. i hope everything works out and i get to do what i want with my life cause if it doesn't ill be very sad. thats all thats been going on lately ive been playin lots and lots of video games and just laying back and doing nothing. | | |
| im writing in this thing right now because nobody usually reads it and so i can say all the things i want to say. Micah came back for two weeks and let me tell you it was the craziest two weeks. I had so much fun with the guy and i hardly knew him. before, i didn't really know micah before he showed up but during the two weeks we kicked i think everyday and then he just up and went back to iraq which is kinda sad but i still get to talk to him online so its all gravy, plus he comes back in 6 months so its cool. After micah left i had to do some of the looking back on your life type dealie and i was thinking about my friends and who is always there for me when it counts. i was also thinking about my future and right now things look pretty good. I'm probably going to enroll into college pretty soon and i have a temporary job at the fair, after that im gunna have to look for a perma job so i can go to school and buy fancy cheese's, like the kind at metropolitan market. the only bad thing going for me is that the DMV is holding my license ransom for about 800$ and if i don't pay them then i can't drive  . it seems like people talk to me less because i can't drive them around places and thats kinda irratating. | | |
| OH SHIT gotcha good im not not gunna post so there :). i don't have much to say cause not much has happened to me lately i just got a couple of parking tickets, bouts to graduate, finding a job, but i just wanted to say that when it comes down to it there are people i know, that when it comes down to it are true homies all the way. there's only about two people that would truely do that for me and they are brian and aaron, i know that if i had some serious problems i could count on them every time to help me out cause they're cool like that. my other friends are still cool as fuck but i just wanted to shout out to the pimps that always got my back. :) | | |
| i know i wanna update the xanga but i don't cause i don't know what to say cause no one reads this anymore so i quit | | |
| man i don't get this shit. why does life do this, i know there's no such thing as life being perfect but you think i could get a fucken break once in awhile. i mean come on, im not a bad person, but bad shit still happens to me. I'm gettin real tired of life being some crazy rollercoaster of ups and downs, i know sometime pretty soon theres gunna be something really good comin down the road and ill get really happy and ill be like theres nothing that can make me sad or depressed right now but guess what.. ill be wrong and something will come around and it will suck. anyways heres hows it goin down cause my life is like one big soap opera. my mom is an irresponisible parent that sneaks out and spends her paycheck on beer and cigarettes and my dad is a fucken crazy ass psycho that follows me around everywhere i go, gets angry at my mom at yells at me about how shitty his marage is and also has some pretty crazy stories that i know he just pulled out of his ass and the scary part is he believes himself. anyways i know that there are people out there who got the short end of the straw on life and have it way worse but right now im feeling like shit cause i owe about 4000 dollars to some fuckin bitch who decided to sue me because i rear ended there car at about 15- 20 mph and they claimed they had whiplash or sumtin and the only way i can get help payin it is if i move in with my crazy dad. good thing i have friends because if i didn't i would be up shit creak without a paddle. my friends are the only thing i got goin for me right now, that and college. im just writing this because im very angry and sad right now and ill probably delete it later when somehow this all works out. | | |
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